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I'll never forget
The Flowers You Gave Me
or anything else for that matter
DORITA
070191
holy in pri
brownie
anglican high
girl guide
student coucilor
st. andrew's junior college
concert band :)
living sanctuary brethen church
youth ablaze
doritarded@live.com.sg
there's not much i wanna say.
just a lot that i wanna do.
if i ever get the chance
Monday, April 24, 2006
great dae. better dae
new phone. to old phone.
gosh im sad.
im supposed ta get mi new phone (7370) this wk bt instead now i have NO phone.
heres e deal. i loose my old phone da dae im supposed ta get my new phone.
parents sae this proves dat im nt responsible.
now.
NO phone.
the pain. the torture.
my phone is lyk my no. 3.
1st is He who is forever unmatched.
2nd is.. (go figure)
n 3rd...
MY PHONE!!!!!!!!
arhs!
how do i live without u?
i want ta noe.
how do i breathe without you?
man do i love my phone.
i lyk use it every waking hour except during class unless its urgent n of course wen im sleeping.
its amazing i did not n m not crying this very moment.
I MISS MY PHONE!!!!!!
hlp ppl.
this girl here is seriously sick. love sick.
missing a non-living object so dearly.
i must b sick.
speaking of sick.
i tink i might haf depression n leukemia
yups.
leukemia
heres e take on it.
i haf been brusing myself lately veh often n its lyk i dun tink i even hit sumting.
it doesn even hurt?. wads up wid mi?
tink its more likely an internal injury cus e bruises are all arnd e knee area n i haf horrible knees.
bt aniwas.
i rmb dat bruising easily is a symptom of lukemia.
yups.
ladies n gentlemen. i just might haf luekemia.
i realli realli do not hope so though.
i haven done many tings.
lyk marry e bestest most wonderfulest guy in da world :]
aniwas.
u guys could lyk start u fund n name it aft mi or sumting.
u noe ta lyk raise money fer treatment?
much appreciated.
aniwas.
heres endin' wid sumting i learned in chi class todae. (i actuslly learned sumting during chinese class todae:])
ye shen le. jiu ci ge bi.
hahas.
is my chinese gd or wad?
im improving!
i tink.
i hope.
i will.. at least.
oh yes. one more ting. anione got a phone i could borrow?
till mxt tym. [xkcaum]
9:06 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
make up your mind.
well todae statred great bt ended horribly!!!!!!!!.
arhs!!
todae's mi frens b'dae n so a group of us went ta watch a movie - take da lead.
lousy show.
super drag.
owells.
we had fun aniwas.
its not da movie bt hu u'r wid.
rite?.
hahas.
aniwas.
take da lead - predictable.
antonio bandaras trains dis group of "sku rejects" ta ballroom.
dey entre a competiton.
dey win.
the end.
dats it basically.
da choroegraphy was quite gd though.
da script's lyk a badly written essay.
big waste of money.
at least we had fun. :]
had lunch at cafe cartel after dat.
da cheese cake was ok i guess.
wasn worth it though.
nother waste of money.
aniwas.
had service aft dat.
worship wad good and since it is worship month at my church, word was abt worship.
all in all, service was good.
yups.
great ta be in da presence of God. :]
n it was aft service dat tings took a turn fer da worse.
we were all havin fun up till i realised i had misplaced my phone!!!!!!!!
i tried calling n nobodae picked.
msged my phone.
now i feel stupid doing so. the msg goes:
hello.
this is da owner of da phone u just picked up.
could u kindly call 9******* upon reading dis msg so u could return it?
sumting lydat.
i mean. if da person had da intention ta return it da person would haf made n effort ta lyk call one of my contacts or made a report or sumting rite?.
aniwas.
told my parents.
dey were happy.
my a**.
so i called starhub ta cancel my line but in da frenzy canceled my mom's line instead.(which was my previous line.)
now im not sure if im gonna get my new phone animore.
my mum was lyk "i dun blive u. cancel line also can cancel wrongly"
den wad?
i cancel her line on purpose mehs?.
veh fun zit?
den she was lyk "we will hafta tok abt this first."
boy did she sound ever so happy again.
listening ta boxcar racers "i feel so."
suits my mood so.
angry song - angry girl.
yesterdae couldn make up her mind if it wanted ta a good dae or bad dae.
i cant make up my mind wad ta feel.
11:20 AM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
its getting better.
its all gettin better. :]
9:02 PM
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Life's like dat
kinda long since i posted n my blog's gettin kinda boring so here i am creating a new post.
well life hasn been e kindest ta me lately. my ship hasn been smooth sailing. yeah. its been crappy.
his bdae is comin yet a cant make him happy. seem ta b stepping on his toes almost everidae. tink sumting's seriously wrong wid me.
parents objecting my participation in my church's easter musical.
wakeing up in e middle of e night feeling horrid n so i start crying. stuff lydat hasn happened ta me fer a while now. tot i had gotten over this depression tingy. wells. guess not.
school isn great either. ppl hating me as usual. bt dats all rite. i cant please everione rite?. as long as im myself. ppl can sae im acting if dey want. dat kinda ppl aint worth worrying abt aniwas. if they realli gots a prob wid mi n dey aint telling mi its their problem den. my goal in life aint ta please everibodae.
just a note ta da ppl out there. im not stupid. n i would lyk at least some kinda respect. im still human. kinda disappointed. e ppl dishin out those ever so interestin n attention grabbin gossips (those realli mean ones) mostly are christian n i haf ppl comin ta me askin if christians are supposed ta b lydat. its realli hurts wen ppl ask mi these kinda questions. wads more it is not e first tym ppl are askin' me. i aint perfect none of us are bt pls there are limits ta how u behave espacially in public. pls bare in mind dat u guys are christians. oh yes e ppl listenin n taking pleasure in hearing ppl bitch included. i dun realli haf a right ta sae dis not being all wholesome n stuff. its just a reminder.
guess this is all cus i've not been spending much tym wid GOD perhaps. losing touch with my daddy up there in heaven. realli wish i could feel him again. i noe he's there. he always is n i thank him. wanna be close ta him again. 'one day in e house of GOD is better than a thousand says in e world.' totally true.
something gd happened this wk though. our performance at cedar's campfire was a success! i received comments from ppl present that our performance rawked! yeah! gd jod ppl! :) saf ting is dat did u noe dats probably e last campfire cedar's having?. dat explains e many ppl hu turned up. yups. hope their prin will change her mind n let them haf campfires again. realli enjoyed myself that night.
wish i could feel gd abt myself. realli wish i could. ppl just dun realli sem ta care. i noe ppl do. just dun feel da love. i've gt dis wall around mi. i realli tot i had gotten rid of it. guess it came bac. well. life's lyk dat.
7:53 PM
